From my diary....

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5th April 2020

11:54 PM


Dear diary,

            It's been a while since I was feeling really low.I just felt like giving up everything and taking a break.My mind and body haven't been good friends for the past couple of days. Literally, I feel like there's a kind of load that I am carrying, and it definitely is inevitable. I cannot get rid of it.I, who loved to work hard in bits and pieces, now find it quite difficult to give it a long run.

            Yeah, I know I don't have enough time left to sit and think about what happened and about the consequences. Sometimes, all you can do is let go. Yeah, I find things out of my control. I make myself believe that everything is going to be okay.

            I have realized that no matter how bright and hardworking you have been at times, when it's needed and you're not, then it's definitely a collapse. Dreams? Yes, I have them too, but the biggest of them is to live my life and not just exist. Yes, I am ready, fingers crossed, but with a firm vision and positivity. I have always believed in: What's meant to be will always find its way.

       

Yours with strength within,

Surabhi


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